It's a question I'm sure people ask themselves more than once: where am I heading? I wish I knew; sometimes I think I do but then those doubts kick in again. For example, I went to dinner with a friend the other night and she told me she's moving to LA! I'm so excited for her and her new adventure- she'll do amazing out there and I'm so looking forward to visiting and seeing her new life but I then started questioning my own life and my future plans. Should I be doing something this amazingly big? Are my own future plans enough? Are they a mistake? All these thoughts whizzing around, leaving me very confused.
But then I started thinking some more- do any of us really know? Or are we making it up as we go along? After university I didn't know what direction I was going in, I was just doing what needed to be done to pay rent and keep going. I didn't think I'd end up where I am today; in our little flat, in the job I'm in, only been driving for the past 6 months, still not quite achieving the basics I want to.
And that's okay...I think. My friend hadn't intended to go to LA- it was the right opportunity at the right time. So maybe I'm right to stick with mine and Alex's plan. However small to others, it's big to us and I'm sure we'll figure it out on the way. And surely it's what makes you happy in that moment that counts right? Nothing set in stone, full of indecisions and ideas and... just life I guess.