And I'm a Dreamer
With the wedding under a year away and planning going full steam ahead you'd think I'd be chilled. I mean it's MONTHS away and I think I've got this, so why do I keep having some crazy ass dreams about all that could go wrong. And when I mean they could go wrong I mean absolutely they won't happen in this way because they are so outthere and extreme!
I want to put it down to nerves, to making this day perfect but to be honest I have no idea where the dreams have come from. All I'm worried about is that if I'm having dreams like this 10 months before the big day what the hell will the week leading up to the wedding be like.
The dream went like this...
I seemed to have thrown on any old white dress that was made of a jersey material and did not look the slightest bit weddingy other than in it's colour. I looked like I was going to go strolling on the beach more than walking up the aisle. And aisle I couldn't walk up because it was outside (like we actually have planned) but someone had decided to put their washing line up and it weaved all along where I was suppose to walk and so tshirts and shorts were in the way! I repeat WHERE DID THIS DREAM COME FROM? As if this would become reality!
On top of that people didn't show up for a 2pm start and there was only a handful of us, all just waiting around, hoping people would show. We were waiting inside the venue where the hall was not decorated at all!! It was the same hall it is the rest of year with only 5 tables out and all clustered in the corner with only a few chairs around. I admit, the decorating side of things is getting to me in real life, how do I cover strip lighting? And where do I find lights? And should I attempt to make garlands or have them made at the florist. So maybe just maybe, the decoration part of my dream makes sense.
Did anyone else have these crazy dreams while planning a wedding? Tell me they disappear and I don't become completely unhinged every time I go to sleep and dream of the big day.